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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Day 17: A letter to someone you miss.

Dear Grandma,

Words cannot express how I truly feel about loosing you. I often think of your last days and go over every single detail and wonder what we could have done differently, so I wouldn't have to be writing this letter to you. No matter what, I wasn't ready to let you go. But, you taught by example never to live life in regret. So now I see everyday I spent with you as a blessings.

I'll like to thank you for all that you have done for me: the big things, the little things, by just living your life in step with the Lord and therefore setting a perfect example. I often think if I could live half the life that you have lived, then I know I would be alright. I think the most important lessons you have taught me are forgiveness, kindness and the importance of family.

I'm not gonna make this long, cause I know you have to go teach the ladies how to sew and bake; and I can imagine you have joined all the clubs and societies up there and you have been keeping busy as a bee, till we all come up. So I'll tell you what, we will catch up when I see you, can't wait to give you my usual big kiss on the jaw, and tell you just how much I love and appreciate you for always being there for everybody.

Love you Lots, and Lots more
Toya

Day 16: A photo that makes you want to cry.

A photo that makes you want to cry.

This is a rather sad one I think......

I lost my grandmother in 2009, when she died it came as a shock to our entire family as we didn't expect it (I know death is unexpected) but I guess you know what I mean.

When I think about her death I feel so overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions: happiness, sadness, anger, everything and all this mixed in makes me want to cry.......



She was known for her sense of style.

I took this picture, never forget it

Gone but never forgotten.................miss you too much Grandma!!!




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